Where I'm likely to find it

instrumentation : vn

2010-12
duration :  24'45"
written as a gift for Hyeran (Helen) Kim
premiere :  November 8, 2012, but Gabriela Diaz



        This piece takes its title from the eponymous short story by Haruki Murakami. The story is about searching for something seemingly impossible to find, and not knowing even where to start. My piece is about searching— the aspiration, resignation, patience, determination, waiting. Composing sometimes gives me the feeling that I am trying to uncover something lost, without even knowing what or where.

[listen free and purchase at Bandcamp, recorded by Lilit Hartunian for the Ludovico Ensemble]